oh my goodness... I haven't had this much fun in a long time!!!  Mae, Stella and I played dress up -- as Top Models and it was such a blast!!  I felt like a little kid again... well here are a few of the pics...   I won't bore you with them all!

What is that poem written by that one guy?  It compares the heart to a mirror... and when it's damaged it's not like it just disappears, but it is shattered and the pieces don't neccessarily work right -- the way they're supposed to, but they're there all along...

well sometimes I feel like that's the story of my life.

On a much happier note.. my kittens are starting to love to cuddle with me :) especially marc!!  Riley still gets a little bit anxious... I'm so glad that I have them.  I'm never too lonely then.  Oh man... I can see it now though, i'm going to grow up to be the weird old cat lady who just keeps buying cats bc she can't seem to find love anywhere else in her life bc it scares her too much... but seriously... it's not like the kittens are going to lie, or cheat, or cause you alot of pain... they just return the love you give them and cuddle with you without a word.  It's easier to trust them.

I know I know... but it seems like anytime someone starts to show that they care I just push them further away... I really don't mean to, I swear...

anyways --- I love all of you!!!  oooooooooh and btw I've applied at Victoria's Secrets so cross your fingers that I get the job!!!

I'm updating for my love Cassie Rae...

soooooooooo here's the highlights of my Birthday Bash  (minus a few things I can't put online on myspace for everyone to see)

LOTS of people showed up, and those who didn't sure missed out!!  and the great part is that I'm friends with so many different groups of people and everyone just met each other, and hung out, and chilled  ... minus the extremely young girl (young, slutty girl) that someone brought into my party??  alright... ppl who still act like they're in high school are annoying FYI .. but anywho...

of course a couple of bottles were broken but nothing too serious... oh no, wait, I forgot... someone broke my fucking window????  WTF?!?  haha.. but.. I'm over it bc they're paying and everything... ppl who are responsible for their own idiotic actions are totally cool with me... but seriously, you broke my fucking window?? haha

and lets see.. to everyone who brought "beverages" for our birthdays, it was much appreciated  and ray ray also got me ooooother super cute things which i love, and nicole got me the ROXY jacket I've been pining for sooooooo badly!!!  she is the best ever!!!!  ahhhhhh...

okay... in the nxt paragraph names are changed so no one gets angry!!

hmm.. and then Timberlake and Charles got kinda drunk and started shit...  which is soo my pet peeve.. talk about a buzz killer, ahh!  they're lucky I love them.. and that Jason was the D.D. ... but I think it was partly bc Timberlake was having issues with these two total bitches that he should just ignore... girl/boy problems are no good, not worth your time...

two quick shout outs:  oooooooh my nicole and our little music video, burnt waffles, sonic, the prince and "me"?, 1st face masks ever, rock out with your cock out, microphones (flashlight and water bottle), ppl who fall in <3 with us, ppl who don't <3 us back, a successful party overall I believe   now studying...

Kati - you're my fucking hero!  pictionary... tv show... LAGUNA BEACH BITCHES!!! 

anyways!!  leave me some love everyone!!!!  ..or add to my description of the party... I was trying to make it super brief!  so ppl wouldn't get bored reading it...

Nicole's addition: 

saturday night was amazing.

countless shattered bottles.

bro ken balloons.

numerous makeout sessions.

jack in the box, no whataburger, wait! taco cabana

who's that guy? do you know him? oh well. he brought liquor.

in short: i love you. you are my best friend. we are incredible singers and performers. we are heartbreakers.  i am a communist.  you are bad at holding drinks.  our pictures are going to turn out beautifully.  i miss you.

IT'S MY FREAKIN' BIRTHDAY!!!  WOOHOO!!!!

so leave me some love :)

k thx in advance.

<3 britt

haha --- sooooooooo FYI I did the last post so that I'd finally get some freakin' comments.. lol, ---

countdown to my birthday:  8 days (technically 7 bc it is 12:43am)

I also just wanted to say I have the coolest mom ever!  She wants to take me to the Fall Brawl and burned me a CD with songs from all those bands so we could get ready for it : ) ... she is so cool.

annnnnnnnnddddd btw since when does an ex you haven't spoken to in months randomly text you to say "hi"??

k well all the important stuff about me is too long to write ... peace out.